clear blur

i am still learning. the moment i think i've got a pretty good handle
on things, i've figured a lot of it out, i'm in the clear, i realize i am
far from it and i was stupid to even think that way.

lesson number one: you have no clue.

remember those letters we used to write, about the meaning of life
and shit?

i thought i knew the meaning of life. it turned out i knew shit.


tomorrow i'll feel better...