something i'm not proud to be...



"c'mon. tell me."

"are you sure?"

"yep."

"i mean, are you sure you don't know why things are different now? and why i'm acting the way i'm acting towards you?"

"i don't know."

*sigh*

"what?"

"man i can't believe it."

"can't believe what?"

"i can't believe how naive you are. you don't even know that you broke my heart."

"HUH????"



while i have not exactly given up on love, there are days when i despise the thought altogether.

i've been bitter. i've been angry. i've been hurt -- all because of everything i've been through. i was so consumed with all these dreary feelings. having spent a huge amount of time nursing my broken heart gave me no chance to stop and think that for some people, i have become, in one way or another...


a heartbreaker.


i am so sorry. :/



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