Thursday, April 28, 2005

unsteady


i never thought it was possible to admire and pity the same person at the same time.

i almost regret knowing about her greatest weakness. i felt like i wasn't ready for it. it was like discovering the tiny cracks of a perfectly molded figurine. it was both a disappointing and an awakening moment for me.

it gets tiring when everyone around you thinks that you're this very strong person. and when you think you've held on for the longest time, you start to break down.

seeing her extremely hurt made me realize that she's not getting the amount of love and appreciation she deserves. and i am partly responsible for it.

she doesn't have to go through this alone. after witnessing a low moment in her life, i've come to treasure and respect her one hundred times more.



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