if i could let you read one article, it would be this:

UNSENT

i especially like the last part.

"i would love to see a guy cry because of you. for a change."


i think i want that too. for a change.

*sigh*

i am suffering from upper respiratory tract infection. :(

i should have rested more. i decided to go back to work today.
i feel terrible.

after all that i've been through...

...how did i end up looking like the bad guy?

i was not the one who had a crappy behavior. i should have been a bitch to you.
i know i wouldn't regret it.

uh-oh..this can't be good


i don't know what i'm doing here.

earlier, while driving to work, i badly wanted to make a u-turn and go home. i am not physically and mentally fit to work today. not to mention the fact that i am soooooo not in the mood.

so why am i here? have i created a workaholic in me??!?!?

i hope not.

for someone who had a long weekend (yesterday was Martin Luther King Day and we had no work), i should feel well rested and eager to go back to work. i even spent enough leisure time with my friends -- saturday at greenhills, sunday at enchanted kingdom. weird, but most of the time, after resting during the weekend, i really miss work.

not this time.

i must be burnt out. again.

ugh.

once again


the curtains close
colors turn to black
i rest my gaze to the empty space
it's huge
enormous
intimidating


the room becomes bigger and scarier for just one person
as the voices echo and leave a nasty mark, so do the dismals in my life

i yearn for what is pleasing
for what is right
but the question remains
for who?

i seek for comfort
for pure joy
i wait until someone shares

but then i remember
i am all alone

once again



- graveyard zombie
01/12/05

"sometimes you just have to follow your gut feeling."

"key word: SOMETIMES."


-- lines from Ed tv show



>><<


first sunday of the year and my dad just had to make me feel like a bad daughter.
again.

instead of sulking in my room, i immediately prepared myself to go somewhere. i found myself driving to Ortigas.

this is one of the rare moments when i want to stay in the office.

sarap. tahimik. very peaceful. :)